meet with the assistant fire chief today for my official interview. At least the case can be finalized as far as they are concerned.
I’m a little afraid to go alone. This is one of those times I wish I had a partner in life.
We’re doing o.k. But we really just want to go home. Wherever that is going to be. We want to go home.
The task ahead of me seems impossible. I have to list each and every thing in my house as detailed as possible, and then find prices to replace them. I’ve found out the insurance will only cover $1000 in electronics. My laptop alone cost more than that. How am I supposed to replace it? the printer? the tv?
Oh, and dish network. They say I owe them $300 for each reciever destroyed.
Then there’s telephones. They fall in the electronics category.
My books. I bet I had 200 hardback books on art, writing, and journaling.
I’m overwhelmed. I’m tired. And I want to go home.
I have cancelled phone, internet, dish network, power, etc to my home. Can you believe I owe dish network $300 per stupid reciever that was destroyed in the fire? Plus I owe them for the @#$#$%@#$% remote controls!
Don’t remember if I’ve posted this here yet, but I’m using moonlightmuse at gmail dot com for my main email address and my paypal, etc. I have to remember to change it on etsy and eBay, but it really doesn’t matter since I don’t have any materials to make anything to sell.
I’m just roaming around lost at this point. I feel like the world has been turned upside down and I’m just some shadow on the wall watching life happen. And you can bet the first thing on my list is to return those melted dish network recievers to them. They’ll love them when they see they paid UPS to return them. Ha!
If you’d like the snail mail address to my dad’s house, please leave a comment and I’ll give it to you privately.
I’d love to hear from all of you. Your prayers are lifting my up right now when I feel like I’m at rock bottom.
My spinning wheel is a total loss. My wool stash went up like a roman candle. I even lost a pount of silk and most of my yarn stash. My art supplies and ephemers stash, my art books, knitting books…………
I lost a ton of family pictures on that hard drive. I have several photo albums from before I went digital that I believe are safe. I have to wait a day or two to go back in because I have asthma and they put the fire out with chemicals since it was electrical.
No furniture. clothes. nothing. My heart is broken in a thousand pieces. I want to go home so badly, but there is no home any more.